I suppose it is a function of aging that I think a lot about my childhood years. My attention recently has been on my early memories. Perhaps a catalyst was a picture of the hospital in Florence, AL where I was born.

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Shortly after my birth my parents moved to TVA (Tennessee Valley Authority) employee housing located on the south side of Wilson Dam. One of five houses built on the cliffs below the dam, our house was a craftsman style home with a large front porch.

My father worked in offices only a few hundred yards away. I remember him walking to and from work. The buildings where he worked was a barrack type of structure. Occasionally he would take me to visit his office.
I have several memories from those experiences. I met and was impressed by his boss who was named “Pug” Ross. He looked like a “Pug”, burly, gruff and always chewing on a big cigar. I suppose this may have, unfortunately, shaped my future expectations and role model of bosses. The outside the office building below a water spigot was my Dad’s fishing

worm repository. Each day he would throw used coffee grinds in the area, providing a rich area for earthworms. One shovel would yield all the worms we needed.  The TVA facilities included railroad tracks that were across the road from our house and a coal fired switch engine to serve the needs of the Dam and its power operations. My Dad operated the engine on occasion. I remember him taking me along and setting me on the engineer’s seat and l “drove” the train pushing on the throttle. 

 

From “Still” by Lauren Winner

At the Cape Ann Museum in Gloucester, Massachusetts, looking at Fitz Lane’s The Western Shore with Norman’s Woe, an 1862 oil painting of a cove, water, a few clouds, a boat. It is distinguished by its palette, by what critics in the nineteenth century would have called middle tint—that is, the grays, the browns and blues and dull brick reds, not bright; the colors that do not sing out for your attention; the colors you might not notice if you are not looking for them. They are the gray curve of Lane’s rocks, the enormous expanse of ochre sky. They are the putty of buildings that dominate a canvas but do not draw the eye. Middle tint makes the shadows in your painting; without it, your canvas would look flat. Standing here in this museum before Lane’s great landscape, you might not linger on the middle tint, but without it, you would not be able to see the bright sharp clouds, the curve of stark black earth that holds your eye. John Ruskin, the nineteenth-century art critic, said that the truly skilled painter devoted most of his canvas to middle tint. In a great landscape, there is “excessively small quantity, both of extreme light and extreme shade, all the mass of the picture being graduated and delicate middle tint. . . . The middle tint is laid before the dark colors, and before the lights.” The painter should follow nature, said Ruskin; nature’s landscapes are mostly all “middle tint, in which she will have as many gradations as you please” and only there in those miles of humble, sleeping green and brown does nature “touch her extreme lights, and extreme darks, isolated and sharp, so that the eye goes to them directly, and feels them to be key-notes of the whole composition.” Perhaps middle tint is the palette of faithfulness. Middle tint is going to church each week, opening the prayer book each day. This is rote, unshowy behavior, and you would not notice it if you weren’t looking for it, but it is necessary; it is most of the canvas; it is the palette that makes possible the gashes of white, the outlines of black; it is indeed that by which the painting will succeed or fail. “Upon the strength of the middle tint depends, in a great measure, the general look of the picture,” says one nineteenth-century handbook for aspiring artists. “The management of light and shade, as relates to a whole, ought to be always present in the student’s mind, as it is from inattention to this alone that a work is often destroyed in its progress.” Maybe now in the middle, after the conversion, after ten years, on into twenty years, faithfulness is about recognizing that most of my hours will be devoted to painting the middle tint, the sky, the hillside on which no one will comment, the hillside that no one, really, will see. Maybe this is prayer most of the time, for most of my life; I will barely notice it; you will barely notice it; against this landscape of subtle grays, occasionally I will speak in tongues, occasionally I will hear an annunciation.

 

It is strange how subjects invade my thinking. They seem to appear  for no apparent reason and then I  find them at every turn. Recently, morals/morality has been the center of my musing. As I best remember, two articles were catalyst in the process … one was written by Robert Reich about public and private morality.

Republicans have morality upside down. Santorum, Gingrich, and even Romney are barnstorming across the land condemning gay marriage, abortion, out-of-wedlock births, access to contraception, and the wall separating church and state.

America’s problem isn’t a breakdown in private morality. It’s a breakdown in public morality. What Americans do in their bedrooms is their own business.  … There is moral rot in America but it’s not found in the private behavior of ordinary people. It’s located in the public behavior of people who control our economy and are turning our democracy into a financial slush pump.

The second article was Morals: Our Great Moral Decline.

 … it leads to a debate over what “moral” really means. If “immoral” means “causing avoidable harm to other people” then gay marriage, pornography, sex, reality TV, soft-drug use and euthanasia are hardly immoral, even if distasteful to some.

Each of these articles were interesting in their own right, but I was mostly struck by the how the issues are centered in the authors’ understanding and definition of morality. My next encounter on the subject came with the discovery of a new book entitled “The Righteous Mind: Why Good People are Divided by Politics and Religion” by Jonathan Haidt. In the process of reviewing the book I watched two videos. The first is a TED talk by Haidt several years ago and the second is a longer interview with Bill Moyers.

All of his has generated a considerable amount of thought on morality. Questions abound…  What does it mean to be a moral person? What is the definition of morality? How do we decide what is moral? Does discussion of private morality belong in the political discourse? … on and on it goes.

 

 

 

Your lawn is the envy of the neighborhood. Sitting on the porch, filled with pride, you admire your beautiful lawn. Everything is just like it should be. Relax and enjoy the fruits if your skills and knowledge and hard work. Just wish everybody could have such a beautiful lawn. Life is good.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And then … winter recedes, the sun comes out and and suddenly you realize that your lawn is filled with weeds. Bad decisions, neglect,  arrogance and pride have all born their fruit.

 

 

You think that USA is not number 1?

 

I came across this article and it generated some thoughts about the subject of rules, regulations, and laws. I feel better knowing that we have finally recognized the inherent dangers of parrots and burning water skis. Maybe there should be a law against stupid. I plan to post some more thoughts about living by the rules. My Pew Note post today is relevant to the subject. “If every command is equal to another, life is consumed in rule keeping.”

Governments of both parties keep adding stacks of rules, few of which are ever rescinded. Republicans write rules to thwart terrorists, which make flying in America an ordeal and prompt legions of brainy migrants to move to Canada instead. Democrats write rules to expand the welfare state. Barack Obama’s health-care reform of 2010 had many virtues, especially its attempt to make health insurance universal. But it does little to reduce the system’s staggering and increasing complexity. Every hour spent treating a patient in America creates at least 30 minutes of paperwork, and often a whole hour. Next year the number of federally mandated categories of illness and injury for which hospitals may claim reimbursement will rise from 18,000 to 140,000. There are nine codes relating to injuries caused by parrots, and three relating to burns from flaming water-skis.

Over-regulated America: The home of laissez-faire is being suffocated by excessive and badly written regulation
 

… the obedience that God desires is obedience that comes from faith, not obedience that produces results. Do we believe that faith in grace produces better obedience than that which is based on anything else? Or are we so enamored with what we can control, predict, produce and observe that we can’t stand the thought of leaving obedience in the hands of a gracious God and his amazing Good News about Jesus?

iMonk Classic: Our Problem with Grace

 

In depths of winter there has been a lot activity. The past week was “the birthday week”. In addition to grandson Chase, grandson Tyler and sister-in-law Marjorie, we celebrated Ann’s birthday on Wednesday. This was a milestone – 70 years. It doesn’t feel like seventy and she certainly doesn’t look like it. We had a wonderful dinner at a romantic Italian restaurant. On Friday evening we had an open house to honor Ann. There were family, friends and neighbors who came by to eat and greet.

On Saturday we traveled to Louisville to be with Madison and her family for her baptism. I am so proud of her and her desire to be a follower of Jesus. It was a wonderful event and we enjoyed lunch together afterward.

On Sunday we enjoyed our time of worship and praise. Unfortunately Ann and I came down with a stomach virus later that day which put us out of commission for the next 24 hours.

On Monday evening we learned of the passing of son-in-law Daniel’s grandfather. Troy Crockett was 101 years old. Daniel was close to his grandfather and will be traveling to Cross Plains for the funeral. We plan to travel to Atoka this coming weekend to celebrate Neyland and Turner’s 2nd birthday. Life goes on.

 

The Land of Lost Content

Into my heart an air that kills
From yon far country blows:
What are those blue remembered hills,
What spires, what farms are those?

That is the land of lost content,
I see it shining plain,
The happy highways where I went
And cannot come again.

A. E. Housman
© 2012 For the Joy of the Journey Suffusion theme by Sayontan Sinha